spent the night reading old journals and weeping

trying hard to hold on, but hold on to what?

all the things i used to look forward to, perish one by one

at the end of all paths i find dead ends

each disappointment feeds the black in me

how much longer?

posted by melody at 9/22/2004 09:17:00 p.m.

unconfident.

give me a reason to carry on...
give me a reason to believe.
believe in what?

this is so bullshit.

posted by melody at 9/11/2004 05:55:00 a.m.