are u even trying?
if u're not then u are just giving up.
at least i'm making an effort...
posted by melody at 6/30/2004 07:28:00 p.m.
怎麼辦 張震嶽
你是我唯一的美夢啊 也是我唯一的煩惱啊 怎麼辦
每當滿天繁星的夜空 心中總有一點點虛空 怎麼辦
你總是匆匆的走過 你總是不會作停留
而我在等待你的一個答案
一種說不出來的寂寞 一個沒有依靠的心情 怎麼辦
一個人在秋末的夜晚 是否應該慢慢的走開 我應該怎麼辦
站在你心房的那扇門前 我不知道你的心中 有沒有我
好想暫停全世界的時間 讓我可以把我的心 讓你看清
不想要跟你一起後還聽這首歌
不想要需要說 "不知道你的心中 有沒有我"...
posted by melody at 6/30/2004 06:08:00 p.m.
6am, just finished some major cleaning...
but 4 hours of cleaning is just not enough... *sigh*
back started to hurt, so sat down and started cleaning computer files...
listening to leehom's "mary says"
不自覺的又blue了起來 忙了老半天還是躲不過...
posted by melody at 6/23/2004 09:01:00 p.m.
eee, orange gatorade colored pee, i hate meds.
i'm now a biopsyc + english double major...
a lot of time has sure passed since i did a real update on my life...
but then again, there isn't much to say...
this summer i'm gonna be in 3 continents and 5 countries! @_@
north america - canada
asia - taiwan
europe - switzerland, italy, france
but i really wanna go somewhere tropical, i dunno why...
i'll probably get allergic to the sun, won't be able to enjoy pools, feel uncomfortable b/c i haven't worn a swinsuit for at least 7 years...
and yet i wanna go somewhere tropical! haha~
i guess i kinda miss hawaii...
time for course planning again, need to see faculty advisors... two of them! keke. time to think about my future!! my future!!
ack face it, i have none. haha~
but nonetheless i gotta do something about my grades...
i was all set to pull up my average last term but damn science courses... this is so ridiculous, there is a 20%+ gap btwn my arts credits grades and science credits grades... at least now i'm half an arts student, or 49%... so ppl stop telling me i look like i belong in arts, i am!! i am!! kind of!! haha~
finished my last ever organic chemistry course.
wait lemmie rephrase that.
finished my last ever chemistry course. kekeke
w/ an A- too!! *big wide grin*
but yes yes i know... everyone i know got an A level grade in that lab course... A- is like low end of the spectrum... :p
*reviews what she has typed so far*
man this is making me feel shallow, reporting on my life...
so tempting to highlight all and BACKSPACE.
but u don't get to erase things like that in life...
so i geuss i'll keep this shallow entry...
(we'll see how long before i delete it. haha)
posted by melody at 6/18/2004 10:10:00 a.m.
無心傷害
玫瑰幸福的死會了, 而小妖被抓去住院...
以前很獻慕的說, 他們可以互相依賴, 了解彼此的感受...
我沒想過 兩個人在一起很難永遠是一定的步伐
當其中一個慢慢痊癒了 而另一位卻慢慢惡化, 該怎麼辦?
無線奇的停下來等嗎? 陪他往後退嗎? 還是不回頭的向前走...?
我相信玫瑰一定還是給予小妖一定的支持的
可是熱戀中的人 就算本質是憂鬱的 也會暫時對憂傷麻痺
有些路 須要一個人走唄...?
posted by melody at 6/17/2004 07:41:00 p.m.
speak your mind!!
speak your mind!!
it is
uber important to speak your mind!
otherwise u may miss out on so many, so many things...
so many chances, so many coulda woulda shouldas.
however,
if you are very lucky, you may be given a second chance...
uber happy. :)
posted by melody at 6/07/2004 04:57:00 p.m.
are there certain points in life where people start making certain life changes?
like reaching a quota and upgrading to the next level...
i'm talking about phenomenons like the 7 year itch or the mid-life crisis, elusive, unproven, yet generally accepted as existing and thriving...
spotting trends...
posted by melody at 6/02/2004 04:37:00 p.m. 
