雨聲嘩啦啦地 很想出去狠狠的淋雨
可是感覺很累 全身都無力 站也站不穩
好疲憊 趕不走不安的感覺

la nuit
c'est toujours a la nuit
je craindre

坐在電腦前 很苦 因為眼睛乾的要命 心卻渴望眷鬖W的想起一首歌中的一句話: "別說永遠 永遠太遙遠"
posted by melody at 5/29/2004 06:07:00 p.m.

"Jehuda was a determined optimist. However bad the radio news, he could always put a good interpretation on it. Once, when I had been reading the latest news, I brought my hand down in desperation on the rag of newsprint and sighed, 'Well, you have to admit it's all over now.' Jehuda smiled, reached for a cigarette, made himself comfortable in his chair and replied, 'Oh, but you don't understand, Mr. Szpilman!' Whereupon he launched into one of his political lectures. Much of what he said I understood even less, but he had a way of talking and such an infectious belief that everything really was for the best in this best of all possible worlds that I would find I had gone over to his way of thinking, I had no idea how and when. I always came away from him feeling fortified and comforted. Not until I was home, lying in bed and going over the political news once more, did I conclude that his arguments were nonsense. But next morning I would visit him once again, and he would manage to persuade me I was wrong, and I left with an injection of optimism that lasted until evening and kept me going."
- Wladyslaw Szpilman, "The Pianist"
posted by melody at 5/25/2004 10:38:00 a.m.

"the amazing day".
still can't believe...

europe trip this summer, 12 days...
unimaginable.
posted by melody at 5/24/2004 06:58:00 p.m.

hilarious day
weird day
scary day
unbelievable day
memorable day
wonderful day... :)
thank you.

(sorry for missing shrek, guys)

must:
call eva air about mileage
car maintenance next thurs
extensive prelab for tues
watch n return various videos
update resume (just for the heck of it)
clean house (laundry dishes garbage vacuum dust tidying)
purchase new diary/notebook
watch shrek2, mean girls (!!!)
organize books/notes from last school year

can't... focus... ;p
posted by melody at 5/23/2004 06:01:00 p.m.

some people, just so 嘴賤

all's said n done already
why u gotta make me hate you?

the perfect moodkiller for the perfect day.
posted by melody at 5/21/2004 04:18:00 p.m.

delete... delete... delete...

life just does not work this way
u don't just delete and get rid of everything
there is always baggage that we gotta lug around w/ us for a while

i don't know what the heck i'm doing
i don't know what the heck i got myself into

such a roller coaster ride
up in the clouds, down in the valley...

so... tired
physically tired
emotionally tired
tired of this routine...

how is this any different from the usual story?
posted by melody at 5/19/2004 07:42:00 p.m.

cycling.
humans, always pitching themselves into the same old thing
the characters change, the time and place...
but the general plotline is still the same
the chronology, and inevitably, the ending.
enjoy it while u can...
posted by melody at 5/13/2004 02:00:00 p.m.

想要剪頭髮 但想不出來想要剪成怎樣
一直想著 短 短 短... 哈哈
誰要幫我決定?
帶我去理髮師, 你跟他說, 我任你們剪...

first organic chem lab today
keep on screwing up, so clumsy
u know there's something wrong when ur % recovery is 140%
posted by melody at 5/13/2004 01:57:00 p.m.

how did it get like this?

dropped from high up in the clouds
back to harsh harsh reality.

the quicksand is trying to pull me even lower
will u not help me out?
posted by melody at 5/12/2004 01:59:00 p.m.

this is me.
なんでよ？