tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39860652011-04-22T11:15:21.292+08:004.5% acidicbuula, buula...
my master plan is to bore u to death with my constant droning on about my boring life, and then shock u with my occasional unexpected insights, and then make u addicted and read everyday...melodynoreply@blogger.comBlogger10361100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-82989597398831181402008-09-04T16:59:00.000+08:002008-09-04T17:07:51.632+08:00why are you still here?how have you been?are you happy?i wish we could talk like before, like nothing's ever changed, nothing's ever happened to effect a change... but we both know that's impossible.i'm here because i reinstalled my operating system and - for the first time ever - forgot to transfer my bookmarks. all those links lost... several websites, several blogs, several photo albums, a melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1157132733046169402006-09-02T01:44:00.000+08:002006-09-02T01:45:33.556+08:00Candy CigarettesYou're a total badass, but you don't taste very good.What Kind of Candy Are You?Dark PurpleTo others, you seem a bit dark, mysterious, and moody.In truth, you are just a very unique person who doesn't care what others think.And you really enjoy your offbeat interests and friends.You've decided that life is about living for yourself - simple as that.What Color Purple Are You?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1156951990585197072006-08-30T23:21:00.000+08:002006-08-30T23:44:55.550+08:00today is valentine's day?!there's been too many of those in the past 365 days, too darn many i say.it's like some kinda trap... you go watch 'the breakup' and wonder why there's so many couples out on a wednesday night and you come home and you realize it was valentine's day. and by 'you' i mean 'i'. just like the time i went to see romeo and juliet on valentine's day. why do i keep on doing thatmelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1156625596109780352006-08-27T04:52:00.000+08:002006-08-27T04:53:16.536+08:00the ants found my candy stashCannonball is in In Good Companyhurt but somewhat hopefulfor the time being.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1156498288550285832006-08-25T17:29:00.000+08:002006-08-25T17:31:31.866+08:00what a gloomy sunny friday afternoon.i feel completely lacking in purpose or motivation.stranded. i feel stranded.perhaps it's better than drowning, no?不知不覺學會了從來沒看懂過歌詞的'素直'。melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1156427632718821082006-08-24T21:52:00.000+08:002006-08-24T21:53:53.173+08:00so this is the good thing about reading two books at once -i don't have that "oh crap i have to go back into the real world now" feeling when i finish one. :)melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1156273328566821942006-08-23T02:58:00.000+08:002006-08-23T03:02:22.456+08:00changing quotes.used to be:only those who risk going too far can possibly find out how far one can go. --T.S. Elliotbut then i found out how far i can go...too damn far, that's how far.too far east is west, you see.so now:the world is a comedy to those that think,a tragedy to those that feel. --Horace Walpoleand maybe:losing an illusion makes you wiser melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1155941159885123672006-08-19T06:43:00.000+08:002006-08-19T06:46:12.693+08:00unbelievable.i finally finish with school for a while and i'm wide awake at 6 in the morning browsing and ordering books on amazon.ca.and apparently i'm enrolled in palaeontology (?!)blogger is making me enter "pshiqt".hahaha.. try pronouncing that out loud.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1155908290513594692006-08-18T19:19:00.000+08:002006-08-18T21:38:17.390+08:00so that was it.i no longer need to go into the office and i'm done with my exams.as soon as i finish this essay, my summer will officially begin.(yes, i only get about half a month of summer)hopefully that'll be the last time i run after a bus in heels and a short skirt. it's extra annoying seeing as my bus route from work passes at least 8 car dealerships. their bright glass fronts taunt me! melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1155654977902793502006-08-15T23:14:00.000+08:002006-08-15T23:16:32.676+08:00what's up with guys who ask for your msn but never add you?is this the new "number-close"?i know where you work dammit!!hahaha. that amused me.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1155459868652783132006-08-13T16:59:00.000+08:002006-08-13T17:04:28.890+08:00oh no, i think i'm going through another people-hating bout again. but i want to go jeans shopping... such a sunny day, seems almost masochistic to stay home to read to the lighthouse, of all books...for some reason the italian restaurant we went to last night played ciara's "goodies" for the entire duration of our stay. after we paid the bill they switched tracks, but it was way too late, that melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1155408649112205382006-08-13T02:50:00.000+08:002006-08-13T03:40:05.953+08:00終於搞定一科了在信義區考試真的是很妙的體驗平常考試都是徹夜未眠 邋遢的穿著幾天沒換的t-shirt 亂著一顆頭去考試可是在國貿大樓考試真的不能這樣如果不穿的像樣點 我看門口的警衛可能不會那麼好口氣的放我上二十五樓還好考試的教室沒有窗戶 不然我可能會看風景看到發呆以前在高中部六月戰的時候 就常常在會議室裡面改考卷 變成看著窗外發呆好久沒有考試了 很不習慣在短時間內必須快速生產有調理的文字兩個小時寫了十五頁 沒有空通通再看一遍依稀記得有次考試我寫了22頁 現在怎麼也想不起來是如何做到的考完試走到紐約紐約那裡搭650 看到時髦的人們在蹓狗逛街覺得落差好大 本來剛好想去看看新的香水的 可是還是直接上了公車上次去試聞香水的時候 很開心雖然我們喜歡的味道都不一樣 可是覺得無所謂 一樣開心那時候的樣子 真好現在啊 我想上次見面的時候 我被凍傷了 *笑*終於考完試 很疲倦 可是睡一睡還是醒了 melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1155136521702563512006-08-09T23:09:00.000+08:002006-08-09T23:15:53.096+08:00horoscope (aug 10th):今天工作進度如期完成，讓你很有成就感，只要靈活運用金錢，就能創造更多財富，不過面對情人的冷漠態度，你有些自怨自艾，所以愛情不能滿足的部份，你只好尋求工作的慰藉囉！恩 來吧 用工作淹沒自己吧調了一下我的目標 本來打算一個月交30篇稿子的就改成43份好了 雖然有點多 可是趁能賺的時候理當該多賺一點劉老師說我回來教國二啊真的喔... 跟國二小毛頭交手啊...我怕我拿日本武士刀把他們的頭一顆顆砍下來可怕的國中部啊...好吧 今天不理智的夠久的了 不能再墮落下去了還有37個小時就要考試了 (一點都沒有那種感覺)melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1155051130449030852006-08-08T23:32:00.000+08:002006-08-08T23:32:10.790+08:00唉 無名上盡是一些非常非常不開心的東西所以這裡的版面清潔了很多我不想要負面可是無法不負面所以只好把負面都整理好裝箱封起來 是這樣吧整理好 把黑色收起來明天我會以porcelain的身分對你笑著打招呼我的眼下不會有任何陰影我的眼白不會有一條血絲我會給你17條肌肉控制的真誠的笑容應該不難才對 因為在你身邊整體上都是開心的只有離開了太陽的溫暖才會覺得冷but where there is light there must be shadowand that's where i belong.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154980143918719962006-08-08T03:40:00.000+08:002006-08-08T03:49:04.283+08:00今天回去高中部做最後的搬家動作拿個支票 還制服 拿六月戰學生陸續出現的贈禮將整理的很辛苦的簡章部傳給聖倫的"小孩"感覺今晚公司人氣不太旺 氣氛怪怪回家看看大家的網誌才發現 哇 又暴走了我的天啊 短短兩個星期怎麼有這麼多的變動深深的感覺到 我離開了一個是非之地可是又有一點點不捨 因為"大家"這個詞吧喜歡當"大家"的其中一份子明年如果回來的話 會是以完全不同的身分即使大家都還在的話 也無法打成一片了吧有點可惜 可是每個人都有不同的路要走吧希望有聯絡的會更熟起來噢 我在感傷什麼過幾個月搞不好就名字都記不起來了我老是這個樣子melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154816965436475832006-08-06T06:27:00.001+08:002006-08-06T06:29:25.503+08:00decided on the lanyard headphones instead of big hip hop headphones.just seems so much more practical.so now, where to get them from?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154816859498070442006-08-06T06:27:00.000+08:002006-08-06T06:27:43.366+08:00spent 8 hours studying, but highly unproductively.quickly reading through Rasselas again, remembering how much it affected me the first time i read it. have i changed since then? have i taken its lessons to heart? only half, it seems."Ye who listen with credulity to the whispers of fancy, and persue with eagerness the phantoms of hope; who expect that age will perform the promises of youth, and melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154542664768301342006-08-03T01:42:00.000+08:002006-08-03T02:17:45.123+08:00參加者請複製以下兩項！(遊戲+規則) 遊戲名稱：【愛的大集合】 遊戲規則： 1. 必須發表一篇文章，把所有愛的問題都答出來2. 寫完所有愛的問題後，自己加多一題，請點名5位的lucky朋友繼續串聯下去 01.愛的食物：墨魚汁義大利麵03.愛的地方：海邊04.愛的口頭禪:不知道05.愛的顏色：黑色06.愛的偶像：Eason07.愛的甜食：義美QQ軟糖葡萄口味 08.愛的節目：Lost09.愛的書籍 : 噢 好難... 不要逼我選啦10.愛的店： ... starbucks?11.愛的作家 : margaret atwood12.愛的唱作人 : christina aguilera13.愛的國家/地方：venice, italy.14.愛的座右銘 : 最新的 - "Life is a comedy for those that think, a tragedy for those thatmelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154540527702835302006-08-03T01:30:00.000+08:002006-08-03T01:42:14.066+08:00hmm.This Is My Life, RatedLife: 4.5Mind: 3.9Body: 4.3Spirit: 3.6Friends/Family: 2.4Love: 1.4Finance: 6.9Take the Rate My Life Quizmelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154530081883494112006-08-02T22:43:00.000+08:002006-08-02T22:48:02.190+08:00超難得的姊妹們的聚會 我一路冷場sorry 我知道我走憂鬱路線走的有點太久了可是還是走不出來 請包容(其實我想我這輩子都走不出來了)今天上班連打了十幾個哈欠已經連續多久 到了天亮了還睡不著昨天晚上/今天早上 一樣是哭到著入眠失眠很久了 好累 希望今天晚上可以睡得著好渺小的要求melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154440657176501912006-08-01T21:49:00.000+08:002006-08-01T21:59:20.710+08:00extra sullen today, don't know why.wide awake in bed till past 7am.a little sick of work.cough syrup getting nastier by the bottle.wish i could stop going to see doctors.need a dentist appointment, the last one fucked up my teeth.not liking the heroine in Northanger Abbey. at all.not liking ANY character in Northanger Abbey, in fact.how strange.missed the bus today so took metro n' transferred melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154368316316560482006-08-01T01:49:00.000+08:002006-08-01T01:51:56.756+08:00i want the black star of africa.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154331059520371922006-07-31T15:29:00.000+08:002006-07-31T15:31:06.066+08:00what does it mean when the tip of your tongue goes numb and a little tingly?guess i was right to skip work today,feeling all kinds of uncomfortable...will go see doctor later.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154291008112093912006-07-31T04:22:00.000+08:002006-07-31T04:23:28.486+08:00i spent three days reading evelina and now after i've finished it i find that there's an audiobook version available via podcast. ai. i guess this doesn't signify much, except that i could've "read" the book while commuting to work and saved some time then.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154198202912387882006-07-30T02:31:00.000+08:002006-07-30T02:36:43.093+08:00好諷刺 我的成分終於達到百分百了佔了超過一半的成分是... 好諷刺XXX的成分：* 腦殘：57.56%* 剛租的ＤＶＤ就掉到水溝：17.49%* 罪惡都市的人全部被拿去做賢者之石：11.27%* 你已經死了!!!：6.37%* 愛情滋味28%的咖啡因：5.70%* 匈牙利葡萄人：0.89%* 膽固醇：0.71%我今天覺得自己很蠢。與我無關了 你的一切一切有沒有說生日快樂無所謂吧你等的不是我我是失敗的替代品吧僅此而已利用然後拋棄就隨你的意思吧我會默默的滾開不再煩你沒關係我早習慣了melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1154018951602141772006-07-28T00:47:00.000+08:002006-07-28T00:49:27.243+08:00this is an apology to my good friend.i misunderstood you.i blamed you.i was wrong.you were innocent.you're here for me.you've always been.i know now.thank you, time.time is my friend.i see that now.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1153854678538133442006-07-26T03:07:00.000+08:002006-07-26T03:11:18.763+08:00c.f. July 14th's entry on not needing rescue:i hear my car battery's dead. totally dead.i don't know how to deal with that.help. SOS. rescue me.(long silence)no takers?ugh, fine... i'll walk across the block and get a new one and install it myself...melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1153854154209357312006-07-26T03:02:00.000+08:002006-07-26T03:02:34.713+08:00i think i know why i can't breathe at night now.hold on. maybe i should backstep.i came down with a severe cold about ten days ago, which got steadily worse since i continued to put in long hours at work and eventually got a middle ear infection as well. about 5 nights ago, i began experiencing difficulty in breathing at night. i was already coughing incessantly, but as it got later in the night melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1153588845132142012006-07-23T01:17:00.000+08:002006-07-26T03:12:11.396+08:00鹹鹹的 是異皕Q要把你忘記還有多少次心碎才到終點?還是說 永遠都沒有停泊的港口只有不斷的受傷 帶著傷蹣跚前進一直到孤獨的斷氣melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1153500850672136942006-07-22T00:36:00.000+08:002006-07-22T00:58:02.376+08:00finally finished the 600+ page Tom Jones.munching my way through the literary criticism.i've got less than a month to complete 5 essays.i've only done the reading for two, and i barely remember what i read.my first exam is in 20 days.i'm SO FUCKED.i'm also on the verge of an asthma attack i think.breathing is so uncomfortable.got a middle ear infection too.there's water in my left ear.ai.am i melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1153377270483919212006-07-20T14:29:00.000+08:002006-07-20T14:34:30.870+08:00病今天被刺痛的耳膜喚醒決定病癒之前不再強迫自己去上班了除了星期六帶班 星期天開會...我只有兩天的時間好起來 =____=空閒下來的感覺很不好受腦中一直飄忽著一些有的沒的又想到那故事男孩和女孩各自生了一場大病把彼此忘掉了 一切都忘掉了我也想可是百分百的故事一直都沒有我的存在餘地我是串角不我是路人乙僅此而已開始懷疑一切的真實性其實都是我的幻覺吧其實什麼都沒有發生過melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1153151006023171092006-07-17T23:42:00.000+08:002006-07-17T23:43:26.270+08:00過勞死 你要來了嗎?病的好重好難過不過還是賣命的工作啊工作今天早上九點出門晚上十一點回家嗯 拼吧melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152985690667335212006-07-16T01:40:00.000+08:002006-07-16T01:48:10.880+08:00the 4 hour shopaholiclevi's 2 tee set -- 300NTnavy skirt with belt -- 250NTpolka dot black dress -- 250NTblue floral print baby doll dress -- 250NTblack floral ring -- 100NTblack/purple charm bracelet -- 200NTblack encrusted earrings -- 150NTbejeweled hair pins (2) -- 149NTblack authentic abercrombie tee -- 200NTdual layer gray halter top -- 140NTauthentic aqua blue lacoste polo -- 340NTpink pumamelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152896103059294872006-07-15T00:52:00.000+08:002006-07-15T00:55:03.573+08:00寫給誰的? 是給我的嗎?我就當是寫給我的好了.小巫, 謝謝喔.明天要來開會喔不然就不曉得什麼時候才能碰面了.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152893953180566692006-07-15T00:17:00.000+08:002006-07-15T00:34:56.356+08:00next up we have a multi-talented trilingual female who is uncertain of her own worth and therefore easy to take advantage of. bidding starts at 90NT. do i hear 110? 110, yes. do i hear 130? 130, yes. do i hear 150? 150. 150 going once. 150 going twice. 150 going three times! sold! to the gentleman in the left hand corner!right after i complained that there's nothing new in life and nothing to melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152815115873033392006-07-14T02:23:00.000+08:002006-07-14T02:25:29.200+08:00come to think of it...do i know any girl who doesn't know how to do the above mentioned things?what's wrong with the men of today?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152814921298886582006-07-14T02:17:00.000+08:002006-07-14T02:22:01.716+08:00came across this:As I was driving back from a modeling job today, I was thinking about what I would miss about him being gone. I will obviously miss his handiness around the house and the fact that I always have someone around to laugh and talk with. More than that though, I will miss how feminine he makes me feel everyday. In a world where women are supposed to be strong, independent, and "I melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152804813860764162006-07-13T23:32:00.000+08:002006-07-13T23:33:33.873+08:00我. 不. 快. 樂.因為沒有一個可以講的人, 所以只好打在網誌上. 真空虛.沒有一個想要前進的方向 這樣活著好累melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152737076836885172006-07-13T04:41:00.000+08:002006-07-13T04:46:14.786+08:00breakfast.looks like i'm back to being a night owl...back to doing anything to keep my mind off other things.back to talking to people who don't matter so as not to miss talking to those who matter.silencing my questions that i'll never ask.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152717953822193812006-07-12T23:24:00.000+08:002006-07-12T23:25:53.823+08:00liar liar pants on firelistening to OLP主任說上班搽黑色指甲油會把學生嚇跑最好是 趕都趕不走抹不掉的黑暗是從我的黑心腸蔓延出來的黑色的melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152717758377781512006-07-12T23:17:00.000+08:002006-07-12T23:22:38.393+08:00more uncomfortable dreams.dreamt that i was typing "i'm not okay" as my msn status.this is what, the third time i've had this dream?stood all day in my heels at work b/c new ppl keep on sitting in my seat. GRRRRRis it ok to slap students? is it ok to stab them with knives?i'm so angry today. angry angry angry. GARRRRRi'm not making any sense.i want to break something.maybe hearts.i want to break melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152631334862586112006-07-11T23:10:00.000+08:002006-07-11T23:22:14.916+08:00持續的被工作淹沒今天又接到倒楣電話因為公司的制度或是學生自己的疏忽而被痛罵真是XXX明天是第一天帶班 很期待 雖然不知道有什麼好期待的最近真是都是流水帳星期一要跟大家去烤肉 早上九點是個鬼時間可是我們都只有這種鬼時間才有空 =____=昨天忙完了躺在床上讀書 讀沒多久想說休息一下眼睛結果睡著了一直到早上才醒來 燈沒關牙沒刷 連蠟燭都沒吹熄我覺得我是被過度的玫瑰薰香叫醒的真的不知道還有什麼可以說的下班的時候忍不住跑進誠品買了最近兩期的cosmo可是實在不曉得買來做什麼 也沒時間看根本沒時間逛街或護膚 至於其他的... 根本與我無關啊~~~~~ (沮喪的怒吼)未來一週流程表:(三) 上班+帶班 12pm-10pm(四) 上班+夜唱ktv 12pm-6am(五) 上班 12pm-10pm(六) 上班+開會+帶班 9am-10pm(日) 上班 9am-10pm(一) 烤肉+上班 9am-10pmmelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152550344692628062006-07-11T00:51:00.000+08:002006-07-11T00:52:24.703+08:00你痊癒的真快好像從來沒有發生過一樣melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152457616771190932006-07-09T23:02:00.000+08:002006-07-09T23:06:56.783+08:00今天是工讀生大會so many hopefuls, and about just as many unqualified's本來晚上要去brass monkey看世足賽的看來要不了了之了 因為要上班啊~而且一點也不熱衷的感覺 一點都沒有四年前的氣氛我還是利用那時間來乖乖讀書吧進度落後了200頁了真是流水帳沒辦法 我在努力不思考中我要空白 心情給我一片空白!!不過雖然很努力讓自己很累很忙累到全身的肌膚都在疼痛可是昨晚還是醒了好幾次一次是痛罵出聲醒的一次是哭醒的當然我已經忘了原因真是壓抑啊...melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152286146094010212006-07-07T23:25:00.000+08:002006-07-07T23:29:06.106+08:00first day back at work.a little hectic. so many changes in a week.got up at 7:30am to catch the train back to taipei, no nap, 7 hours at work.now 11:23pm, one shower and 100 pages of Tom Jones before bedtime. yes, i finally had to draw up a strict;y enforced study schedule.although it's enforced by myself and that never really works.tmw need to get to work before 9am. ZZzzz...melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152118238679728172006-07-06T00:47:00.000+08:002006-07-06T00:50:38.680+08:00回家前去超商買個布丁雖然沒有知多家的美味 布丁還是布丁廣播放著福山雅治的那首歌我想念我的朋友們也想念單純沒有條件的快樂那種沒有重量沒有負擔的無憂無慮什麼時候才會再擁有?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1152117943975481002006-07-06T00:16:00.000+08:002006-07-06T00:56:49.040+08:00this entry consists of a relatively structured memo of past proceedings and a much looser jumble of somewhat random thoughts and observations.6.30missed the 6:45 train (watched it chug chug chug away)took the 7:10am train. lucky enough to find an empty seat.10:56am arrived in hualiendrove to taitung along the east coastarrive at hot spring resort late afternoonspadinnerhot springreading in bed: melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1151604818653760962006-06-30T01:27:00.000+08:002006-06-30T02:13:38.720+08:00六月魔鬼戰鬥營今天結訓了全部的同學都好high好high砸水球險些把手機給泡壞了可是滿身濕的還是一直狂笑等結訓了才來吵架的學生也真是很妙年紀輕的人EQ真的有許多的成長空間一直以為自己是多麼的任信,多麼的情緒化,不講理可是一而再再而三的被說不是這麼一回事也許這幾個月以來我有強烈的成長也或許只是以前有人睜眼說瞎話或惡意貶論慢慢的自信心開始爬起來了在捷運上看同學寫給我的信雖然睏到快睡著了 還是忍不住滿臉笑蛋蛋 丸子 還有princess sophie李同學 痞子王 (A)D-19 還有台客二人組一些很有趣的傢伙 我想真是不容易忘記六月結束了就沒有人天天買甜食來餵胖我了 嘻嘻我的抽屜除了吃不完的零食外也不會再有改不完的作文了有點慶幸但我想也一定會懷念 覺得祝福同學考試順利或是考上好學校都是廢的以自己的經驗來說 會希望他們無論在哪裡 是否繼續就學都可以過的充實而快樂 melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1151510261821369212006-06-28T23:29:00.000+08:002006-06-28T23:57:41.910+08:00it's always something.至少還有工作 理論上忙碌的工作完就可以睡著了起床的時候也因為要趕著上班所以忘了昨晚的夢就先這樣子吧想起高三生說的"想到你們就會想到'再忙也要和你喝杯咖啡'的廣告詞"忍不住嘴角泛起了一抹有些無奈但又帶點甜的微笑擇日失戀無暇抱怨 無暇悼念 日子兵荒馬亂擇日失眠 亦別要揀這三數天為何你會 前來道別 是否一種考驗擇日再講 但願你當作行善別要我工作裡顯出了弱點同僚問起我幹嗎這麼黑臉假使你也方便 選一周最後那天不想與我糾纏 也懇請撐到那天 因今天恐怕要工作到特別夜沒法見想哭兩秒都怕要到深宵三點才能抽空心酸何時嘆氣 何時落淚 預約得真太亂現在很忙 擇日再失戀兼送院為何痛覺 從來並未 約好鐘點出現熱淚間中 滴在那報告前面別叫我工作裡顯出我弱點同僚望到我眼淺該怎麼算何日何地 情盡情斷 仍得好好生存就怕淚腺 突發叛變 要扮作下去 抽一口煙崩潰我有經驗 melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1151470422816000052006-06-28T12:46:00.000+08:002006-06-28T12:53:42.863+08:00短短四個月的期待與不安 結束了將來會是什麼樣子 該以怎樣的姿態形式繼續下去一切都是不定數我也該慢慢將生活拉回軌道上了沒有想像中那麼悲傷是因為還沒認真去面對 還是因為真的沒那麼糟糕?曾經考慮過後悔和遺憾的選擇當時選了寧願冒著後悔的險 放手一搏如今得到的到底是後悔還是遺憾?還是都沒有?我可以肯定的只有 - 那不是句號.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1151383257950848692006-06-27T12:37:00.000+08:002006-06-27T12:40:57.966+08:00the stalled progress in schoolan unexpected blocked registration statusa missing major declarationthe increasingly noticeable side effectsanother haircut gone wrongdivorce papers on the tablesetbacks at workmy first 'break'things haven't been going so well over here in lala land.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1150818506067975102006-06-20T23:39:00.000+08:002006-06-20T23:48:26.070+08:00the inevitable:MG has spread to affect limb strength and finger control.bruising from the blood test.new treatment regime starting today - the much dreaded predonine....effectiveness to be evaluated in one month.a thymectomy looming on the horizon.do i even care anymore?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1150817970172552652006-06-20T23:37:00.000+08:002006-06-20T23:39:30.186+08:00are you kidding me?i fell head over feet and drowned in my hair.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1150471833827155662006-06-16T23:28:00.000+08:002006-06-16T23:30:40.660+08:00cannonball - damien ricethere's still a little bit of your taste in my mouthstill a little bit of you laced with my doubtstill a little hard to say what's going onthere's still a little bit of your ghost, your weaknessthere's still a little bit of your face I haven't kissedyou step a little closer each daythat I can't say what's going onstones taught me to flylove, it taught me to lielife, it melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1150471631361678772006-06-16T23:22:00.000+08:002006-06-16T23:27:11.383+08:00不安與恐懼 很想放棄逃離偏偏要在我繳了8200NT之後確認了八月的排班之後 才提這個嗎?至少機票的日期還沒訂我最擅長這個了 -- 逃離不開心的地方五月二十一號所說的那番話 還做得到嗎?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1150391057256977922006-06-16T01:02:00.000+08:002006-06-16T01:04:17.270+08:00trouble in paradise是我在壓抑還是我真的已經很滿足了?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1149998711683240242006-06-11T11:06:00.000+08:002006-06-11T12:05:11.750+08:00早起沒好事!!上班不到一個小時被趕去急診室 然後就回家了不過真的事蠻妙的 我拍拍sandi要給她看腫的很誇張的蚊子咬 結果她驚嚇的告訴我 我兩手的手臂上都是一塊塊紅色的 拉起袖子才發現整隻手臂都是紅通通發熱的 臉上也一塊一塊的 我還渾然不覺... 哈哈還好不用打針 至少現在還不用 下禮拜休假看腦科醫生的時候順便去做一下過敏檢驗好了還以為我最近健康了起來 看來不過是個暫時的假像(?)藥效好強 我睏了...melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1149981972144751432006-06-11T07:21:00.000+08:002006-06-11T07:26:12.156+08:00DE&T exam schedule out.got up at 7am to contact people to apply for taking the exams outside the province. the person to contact won't be in till monday. the deadline for application is thursday... dreading every minute before this thing is settled. august 12th... that's way too soon. how could i possibly leave before august 12th? what would i be going back to? what would i be leaving behind? themelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1149698685852379352006-06-08T00:23:00.000+08:002006-06-08T00:44:45.946+08:00今天工作了十二個小時一直到訓育組長催我下班, 主任送我回家想到同學在意見欄寫的"德根哥是個幽默guy"就很想笑確實是一個很有趣的腳色 凶的時候可怕到一種境度的人可是有點燥鬱 真的很難預料他會發飆還是笑笑的回答問題今天跑班去訓話 很緊張可是也很好玩 訓到最後一班時我想我上癮了突然之間覺得有點變凶的感覺 雖然只是喊口號我想我變成了一個工作狂也許是因為和我同樣工作的人上禮拜上了85個小時的班 我只有40+的關係今天驚覺我的試用期薪水還真的算高 比英檢部忙的半死的人高 有點怪今天跟主任討論未來我在公司的可能發展方向月薪十萬起的教師職位... 不曉得為什麼還是覺得不滿足我很貪心 還是我對自己的價值評分很高?不曉得為什麼 對於工作來說 總覺得是他們有求於我而非我有求於他們我想, 被需要是一種很棒的感覺桌上還堆了一疊沒改完的作文倒數25天了 我開始感覺到考生們的焦慮一方面希望能多幫他們一點 melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1149612288802715232006-06-07T00:44:00.000+08:002006-06-07T00:44:48.813+08:00愛...?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1149187264585806912006-06-02T02:33:00.000+08:002006-06-02T02:41:04.613+08:00一切完美到不能再完美差的那一點點 我無暇去理會或計較我覺得我真的是個幸運兒希望我可以保持惜福的心態希望我可以一直對你好下去melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148823326940287222006-05-28T21:33:00.000+08:002006-05-28T21:35:26.950+08:00花了三個月 終於到了this is where i want to be.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148823530843803082006-05-27T04:00:00.000+08:002006-05-28T21:38:50.843+08:00ｐｌｕｓｈa little disappointed, but very much delighted.a day of pleasant surprises...because of my superman.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148581853038239652006-05-26T02:25:00.000+08:002006-05-26T02:30:53.050+08:00看完他的日記 又發堀了更多的共通點特別是看到戀愛症候群的那一篇的時候慢慢開始覺得 我們是注定的不過似乎是注定遺憾的沒關係 很想戲劇化的學日本電影說一句: "無論如何 能認識你真好"現在的距離 好難維持心裡清楚 遲早需要將一切說破然後劃清界線不然就是往前跨越那條線 不管之後的後果可是現在只想細細品嘗回味每一分每一秒讓右肩上的觸覺重量 慢慢蔓延形成一種 甜蜜的意識melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148224362735907252006-05-21T23:09:00.000+08:002006-05-21T23:12:42.736+08:00雖然完全摸不清楚狀況 可是覺得很心滿意足 你也是嗎?在捷運上兩個人拿出同一本書來看 實在是很愚蠢想到時就會忍不住笑 可是不是因為愚蠢 那感覺是什麼?沒關係 不要去想的太仔細 不要去為它冠上理論邏輯船到橋頭總是自然直melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148223823317747282006-05-21T22:58:00.000+08:002006-05-21T23:03:43.333+08:00補習班被我喊了幾天聖倫哥的 結果原來只有19歲身邊有很多年紀比我小 可是感覺上比我成熟很多的人遇上了這麼多可以努力工作也可以努力享樂的人這些待人處事大方得體 情緒圓融的人 這些不斷努力充實自己的人真的讓我開始好好反省自己以前有過很多為了我好 企圖改變我的人始終沒有成功過 反而一個個受到我的不良影響這次感覺真的很不一樣十一點了 我要去準備睡覺了melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148148997264106322006-05-21T02:13:00.000+08:002006-05-21T02:16:37.276+08:00聽他們的故事聽到淚盈框我不曉得為什麼這麼投入可是好希望他們可以有個happy ending就算需要犧牲我自己的happy ending也無所謂我似乎擅長使人困惑可是越是在乎那個人就越是不願使出這招數我想我... 終究還是學不會自私melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148082886612806352006-05-20T07:54:00.000+08:002006-05-20T07:54:46.620+08:00i just saw this and loved it -"Let's never come here again, because it would never be as much fun."melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148082841979786472006-05-20T07:53:00.000+08:002006-05-20T07:57:58.873+08:00The Quick & Painless ENNEAGRAM Testthe QuestionerTest finished!you chose CY - your Enneagram type is SIX."I am affectionate and skeptical"Questioners are responsible, trustworthy, and value loyalty to family, friends, groups, and causes. Their personalities range broadly from reserved and timid to outspoken and confrontative.How to Get Along with Me * Be direct and clear. * Listen to me melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148081949427933152006-05-20T07:25:00.000+08:002006-05-20T07:39:09.436+08:00le chateau des gateauxpatisserie & gourmetif godiva is the queen of chocolatesthis is like the inter-galactic ruler of patisseries*total bliss*melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148081038226519232006-05-20T07:21:00.000+08:002006-05-20T07:23:58.226+08:00why does everyone i know have to be reading The Kite Runner?it's killing me that i haven't gotten around to it yet.it's just sitting on the my bookshelf, mocking me...it's in people's hands in starbucks, mocking me...it's on someone's lap on the metro, mocking me...it's popping up on people's blogs, mocking me...*sobs*melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148080889220450412006-05-20T07:20:00.000+08:002006-05-20T07:21:29.223+08:00must remember to contact distance ed & profs about taking exams in taiwan.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148080771339169332006-05-20T07:09:00.000+08:002006-05-20T07:19:31.350+08:00tried the whole sleeping early earlier thing.just as i expected, instead of waking up refreshed and ready for work, i woke up after just over 2 hours of sleep and entirely too early. it's a bit past 7 right now... should i do the smart thing and check in from 8-12 and go see my new baby niece in the afternoon? or should i keep my 10:00am appointment and work till evening? *yawn*i think i'm going melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1148055803685943932006-05-20T00:14:00.000+08:002006-05-20T00:35:40.773+08:00這兩天上班都忙到沒有空吃飯今天甚至推掉了邀約下午去上班已經開始有同學指名找我背書或是回答問題了主任今天再度企圖說服我休學繼續在劉毅上班其實他天天都會這樣說 可是今天竟然用薪水來誘惑我今天上班滿一個禮拜 在這一個禮拜裡 有好多轉變怎麼想都無法相信這一切都發生在短短的七日中個性變的開朗了 國語進步了 希望也有變的成熟懂事一點雖然學校方面的事一樣在拖 可是覺得好像完成了什麼事情認真的開始思考一年後該走什麼路這一個禮拜內也遇到了很多有趣的腳色突然覺得 雖然只是個補習班 接觸到的東西有限可是多多少少還是拓展了我的視野當然 這禮拜以來最開心的 不是工作 不是經驗 也不是薪水可是如果沒有這份工作可能也不會有這樣的發展今天從三點到十點都非常專心的學習與工作其實到了十點還在狂忙 可是震動的手機喚醒完全投入於工作的我開心的收收東西打打招呼趕下樓 有個能期待的東西真好你問我 melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147978714708779192006-05-19T02:56:00.000+08:002006-05-19T02:58:34.720+08:00mystery solved! :)no more confusion, please!!i'm sick of rollercoaster rides.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147968500271503882006-05-19T00:07:00.000+08:002006-05-19T00:08:20.273+08:00in 3 days i've met two davids and two michaels.come on... get original, people.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147968227176637962006-05-19T00:03:00.000+08:002006-05-19T00:03:47.186+08:00the mystery of the vanishing ring continues...melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147887356875741262006-05-18T01:11:00.000+08:002006-05-18T01:35:57.043+08:00錯愕原來我已經到了這個年紀要開始注意左手無名指了實在不知道該說些什麼what the fuck is going on...melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147803340189876992006-05-17T02:10:00.000+08:002006-05-17T02:15:40.200+08:00狂歡之後開始猶豫與不安為什麼我覺得我沒有想像中那麼開心?不想要玩遊戲 可是好像被捲入遊戲中了我覺得我這樣對自己好不公平總覺得 我似乎自虐的不願意讓自己快樂我真的好怕好怕 狂歡之後的失落星期五的ｐａｒｔｙ 到底要不要去?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147534415018729052006-05-13T23:06:00.000+08:002006-05-13T23:33:35.056+08:00連續工作了九個小時喉嚨和大腦疲憊不堪可是很開心 因為你 :)melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147448035349476822006-05-13T00:10:00.000+08:002006-05-12T23:59:01.686+08:00sidenote:it turns out i'm not working exactly where i thought i'd be working.the offices are not on 重慶南路 as i originally thought...it's actually the building right next to kmall.of course by the time i get off work kmall's closed already...melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147447916264625022006-05-13T00:01:00.000+08:002006-05-13T23:42:47.643+08:00work was... overwhelming.i got home around 11:20pm, so good thing i turned down clubbing? wouldn't have gone anyway, i think.there's so much to learn. a little bit too much.my co-workers are generally friendly, but they're all so young!once i get the hang of everything it should be alright... i suppose.such a huge mass of information... everything i missed from 3 years of junior high and 3 years melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147381561121308872006-05-12T05:00:00.000+08:002006-05-12T05:06:01.133+08:00came across a lot of blogs lately of parents documenting their children's lives.mostly it's baby pictures, recording the progress of their growth and whatnot.there was also this really cute one titled "a day in the life of us".i don't want to be one of those people who end up reflecting that "i never really knew what it felt like to have a family"i just didn't get to be around mine much is melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147380828484894172006-05-12T04:48:00.000+08:002006-05-12T04:53:48.496+08:00that new costa rican dark roast coffee... too freaking strong.i'm feeling completely awake and ridiculously upbeati had just the one cup, more than 7 hours ago!and i start my first real job in 12 hours!it's weird, every job i get i call it "my first real job".i said that when i was at the drc, i said that for my first tutor student, i said that again for my first long-term tutor student... when imelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147378756916612102006-05-12T04:16:00.000+08:002006-05-12T04:19:16.916+08:00很想聽那一首歌 可是歌名和歌手都忘記了.. 福山... 福山雅治? 好像是CD留在溫哥華 現在只能聽蘇有朋的翻唱版"你快不快樂" 意境也還適合就是了(jenny, send me the japanese version!!!)melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147378316412043272006-05-12T04:10:00.000+08:002006-05-12T04:11:56.426+08:00很想去聽林義傑演講 為什麼場次都是嘉義之類的遙遠地方似乎無法說服任何人跟我去做這種瘋狂事 =________=melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147377654898873002006-05-12T03:59:00.000+08:002006-05-12T04:00:54.910+08:00dammit.should've stopped circa summer 2000.now i'm all sad about things that once were and now aren't.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147376935721036402006-05-12T03:46:00.000+08:002006-05-12T03:48:55.723+08:00oh wow... i remember being at 西門町 for the countdown of the arrival of year 2000,but i didn't remember being in the ER during the last day of the 20th century...old e-mails amuse me very much.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147376303668970842006-05-12T03:35:00.000+08:002006-05-12T03:38:23.680+08:00thinking about old friends made me go through old e-mails. really old e-mails.anyway i found this.Once upon a time, there were four people named Everybody, Somebody, Anybody, and Nobody.There was an important job to be done and Everybody was sure that Somebody would do it. Anybody could have done it, but Nobody did it.Somebody got angry about that because it was Everybody's job. Everybody thoughtmelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147375107899028082006-05-12T02:55:00.000+08:002006-05-12T03:18:27.970+08:00我真的很崇拜林義傑.第一次看到是在電視節目表的封面上 拿到節目表就興奮的翻開了完全沒有注意封面是個什麼東西 只覺得色彩有點奇怪而已後來看電視訪問的時候 才發現原來是一個這麼利害的人物原來台灣這個小地方 除了台北101大樓之外 還有別的"世界第一" 雖然在某些理念上跟我是完全相反的(特別是愛國情操這部分) 還是非常的敬佩,羨慕,與嚮往 真是一個了不起的人牽連著突然想到 不曉得吳念平最近在做些什麼google了一下才發現 從失去聯絡到現在他又破了幾項全國紀錄 考進了台大 在亞運拿了幾個金牌 參加了奧運 出了一本書 還簽了約進了演藝圈......... 原來我曾經有個這麼利害的乾哥就算他忘記了有過個突然失蹤的妹妹 也真是為他開心 今天不曉得什麼毛病 坐在這裡猛為別人開心melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147373455790525062006-05-12T02:48:00.000+08:002006-05-12T02:50:55.803+08:00"err... ok...."Mary took a dry dive from a hotel roomBobby hung himself from a cell in the tombsJudy jumped in front of a subway trainEddie got slit in the jugular veinAnd Eddie, I miss you more than all the others,And I salute you brother/ This song is for you my brotherHerbie pushed Tony from the Boys' Club roofTony thought that his rage was just some goofBut Herbie sure gave Tony some bitchen melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147368135297173492006-05-12T01:18:00.000+08:002006-05-12T01:22:15.306+08:00i've been randomly downloading a bunch of old-ish songs lately, and one of them is nick lachey's "this i swear". is it stupid that this song makes me sad? i mean, it was the theme song for their newlyweds show and everything, and it really seemed like he meant every word of it. still can't get a hold of the original version of paint it black by the rolling stones. vanessa carlton's cover sucks.mymelodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147359022608724082006-05-11T22:46:00.000+08:002006-05-11T23:05:20.513+08:00love is a four letter word.--------------------------------------can't carry candy around in my handbag anymore. it melts.--------------------------------------just remembered my parents used to tell me i'm a typical rat because i like to hoard things. they weren't being mean, i was born in the year of the rat. anyway i think it's true. i hoard a lot of junk, in my room, in my bags... i keep a melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147251070441917582006-05-10T16:41:00.000+08:002006-05-10T16:51:10.536+08:00back from hualien.gained back the 4 pounds i lost.too much yakiniku.it was oh-so-good though.it seems i have garnered a long-list of must-visits in hualien too.start work this friday 5pm. weird time... amazingly, have not discussed wages yet, so no sense of finality.i've forgotten when my interview was... maybe 2 months ago?can't believe it takes me this long to get my ass to work.through some melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147058766970620452006-05-08T11:22:00.000+08:002006-05-08T11:26:06.973+08:00finally watched shinobi several days ago and have been finding it hard to come back to reality since. it's hard to gauge a general reaction towards the movie. was it everything i expected it to be? perhaps.melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1147058506054520192006-05-08T11:16:00.000+08:002006-05-08T11:21:46.066+08:00i hate people so much.utterly insane, inexplicable type of rage.it's like my first reaction when i see a cockaroach - gross, then hunt and destroy.you have no right to be aliveyour living serves no purposeyou are a nuisiance to everyone elseso it's an ironic ragewhat right do i have to be alive?my presence serves no purposeand all my rage must be a nuisiancetake away my anger -would there be a melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1146828671237902852006-05-05T19:21:00.000+08:002006-05-10T16:55:30.756+08:00just came back from watching Silent Hill.it was both fascinating and terrible.i can't describe it efficiently, so i will quote someone else."It was good... not great, but good, they coulda cut 30 or 40 minutes from it easy. If you like dark thriller's then you'll dig this one but you won't walk out excited. In short, it starts off slow and sour, has yummy goodness in the middle and leaves a bad melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1146760988859003682006-05-05T00:41:00.000+08:002006-05-05T00:43:08.860+08:00i think my sister gave birth today.i'm not sure cause i haven't called my mom since i got here.i can be such an ass sometimes.why do i have to suck so much at the whole interpersonal relations thing?do i do it intentionally?melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1146760808162155172006-05-05T00:38:00.000+08:002006-05-05T00:40:08.163+08:00the intellectual content of my posts have gone way down.it's always been watered down with song lyrics and what not... then i gave in and posted pictures and videos, and now i can't stop commenting on pop culture. *sigh*so i'm not so much hollow as i am shallow...melodynoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3986065.post-1146760665758822922006-05-05T00:25:00.000+08:002006-05-05T00:53:00.256+08:00watched M:I-3.like most people i was beginning to think tom cruise was really losing it.then i watched the movie and i remembered all the awesomeness that is tom cruise.if i were katie kate holmes, would i care that he's a raving lunatic who routinely jumps on couches, believes that vitamins are the answer to psychopathology, thinks we have alien souls in our bodies, forces me to be quiet during melodynoreply@blogger.com